No greater love....than this.

Walking the path of life.

Getting to work the first day sets me thinking about many many things.
It’s really taxing, until the extent that I took almost an hour to get myself to sleep.
And woke up several times in between my pathetic 1am – 7am sleeping hours.
I’m just like that.
When there’s something bothering me, it’s just like an alarm in me, waking me up automatically.
Maybe it’s just how my body reacts so that I am able to get things done, as the best to my ability.
I just gotta try as hard as possible to push myself to the limit.
And never never ever give up!
Hmm, I think I heard that phrase from somewhere.
Not sure where though…
Well, at least now I know what it really really means.

Mum and dad called just now.
Asked me how am I doing over here.
I really felt guilty for not calling back, mum.
Sorry.
I’m really too coped up with all of the hard-to-handle things around me.
And then I got super duper tired and lost my entire mood so very often.
I’m really glad that you guys called.
It’s really comforting to know that you’re by my side.
Really comforting.
Sometimes, I really wish to have a loved one right beside me.
So that I have a shoulder to lean on.
A hand to hold.
To walk thru this rough and uneven path that I chose.
And try my very best, taking risks that I’ve never taken before.
Walking forward with faith…
And the road isn’t just this easy.
So many discouragements too.
Laughter is definitely not pleasing to the ears at this point of time.
Especially when I drain 90% of my entire self to make crucial decisions.
Oh wells, no bitching.
I abstain from it as far as possible.
And I believe it’s just all about sowing and reaping.
Sowing is never ever easy.
I guess most of us students know it best.
Without putting hard effort into studying, we just won’t get good results at the end.
But sadly, students tend to be too intelligent that they’re too blinded and somehow forget that such a principle not only applies to studies as well.
If one believes that he’s a study genius.
Try it, study all your life and see whether you get paid.
One can try by bringing books and notes to XYZ Company to read and study in front of them and see if you get paid for even 3 bucks per hour.
In the outside working world a.k.a the world for survival, it no longer works that way.
It works by sowing into so many other tougher things that require many skills in decision making.
Gotta weigh this, gotta weigh that…
and then decide.
Or come out with something brand new.

I’m glad that there’re still people around that still walked me thru some distance.
No matter how great the distance is.
I’m grateful.
As I know many times, I very often pay more concern to others rather than myself.
I suddenly thought of it as I was walking thru an alley earlier.
I’ve always do whatever I can to walk or fly with anyone.
Despite all the waiting and sacrifices.
But who am I walking with whenever I’m left walking alone.
Whether I’m at the front, to take to first step and do the experiment.
Or at the back, to be polite and giving other chances to others.
So many things happened, and as I reflect on them, yea~ I slowly realise it.
I tend to care too little for myself.
And it’s written black and white in my character report which I just found out merely days ago.
Please please please, I have to be selfish sometimes.
One friend told me.

Oh wells, never mind.
I’m always willing to take the first step if I can afford it.
Of course there’s a broader way to choose.
But where does it lead to?
A U-turn back to a place where I feel comfortable with.
No I won’t choose that.
At all cost even if I’m by myself?
Nope, there’s a Lord of my life that reigns up high, watching over me.

♥ No greater love than this.2 x
12:16 AM

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